Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Tommorow is a new day....Deep breath!!!

Today is the day that I figure I have officially earned the title "Master Mama...in the area of puke clean up". Yes, Emma did her usual routine during lunch...finished it once, threw it up, ate again, got in the car, and threw up all over her car seat. That's great! I'm good at this...not the first time. DEEP breath, thank my lucky stars that my child is with me today, and I am able to do things for her (I know what my fate could have been, and I feel so fortunate to have her here with me today).

Well, after dinner Wal-Mart was calling our name. We had pictures that needed to be picked up...that is ALL that we needed. So, I decided that we didn't need the diaper bag...we would only be gone a few minutes (I JUST told Tim, my husband, to never go anywhere without the diaper bag because that is when you would need it the most). We picked up the pictures and I remembered that I needed to get milk. We turned the corner by the infant dept. on the way to get the milk. Emma starts to cough...OH NO, she is going to throw up (remember...no diaper bag). I grabbed her dress, and caught ALL of it. Then, I went into the infant dept. picked up the first outfit that I saw, managed to get to the bathroom without anyone seeing us, changed Emma, put her back in the cart, and we were on our way (yes, we did pay for the outfit:). I have to say that I am inmpressed with myself (pat on the back).

Now, is this a "typical" response that a mother would have for their child coughing?...NO! My life is not "typical", but I am learning to appreciate every aspect of my child. She is ours, we chose to give her life, we chose to give her a second chance at life, we are SO thankful to the family that made the decision to donate their daughter's organs so Emma could have that chance, and we will do everything in our power to give our baby girl the best of everything in this world. I get stressed and upset when she gets sick, but as my husband says..."we just have to remember that we are on borrowed time". So, tomorrow I will wake up, take a deep breath, and go pick up my beautiful Angel here on Earth, and I will love her with all that I have!

4 comments:

Colleen said...

Angie,
Emma is beautiful. I have done the same thing you did at walmart so don't feel too bad. Michaela did that to me one time.

Heartmom said...

I have an Emma too, who is a heart transplant patient with a genetic disease called Mitochondrial Myopathy.

I have enjoyed reading here and will be back!

MitoMom

Suzanne said...

I have so been wanting to blog on puke! I have mastered a technique here using the hot ARizona sun. You gotta lay the garments in the sun first to dry off the chunks, then apply butter knife to said chunks. Then discard gross chunks and bring in clothes to laundry. Extra clorox2 and baby miracle enzyme cleaner, 2 rinse loads and voila! salvaged, sheets, towels and pjs! EEEK! Glad you can relate. TOo funny.
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Swimming Freak said...

Before I turn 30, I must have SPA SCUM GON Wyoming
and all the good times that come with them!